Trust is a major issue that I've had since I was just a little kid. Being promised that every other day that my mother was going to take me out to have fun and when the time came, she cancles. Nothing but empty promises. My mother wasn't the only person that has lied to or even screwed me over. For years I've had "friends" that have sold me out and have lied to my face. My own father was no better. Actually, he was the worst of all. Everytime I saw him, he told me that things were going to be better and that he was a new man, but eventually came back to fucking things up. I don't remember much, but I do remember some of the times that he beat me. A man like that will NEVER change. After all this, I could never ever trust anyone else. At least that's what I thought. Alyssa was the first and only that I feel I can trust with my life. I can tell her anything. There are no secrets between us. She loves me and I love her. Since Alyssa, I've been working on reevaluating my emotions. All of my closest friends coming to me for advice and help when they need it most. One stuck out the most, which made me feel more and more human. Helping this person also helped me to build and build my trust factor. After just a few days, everything shattered! I feel like I've been screwed over again. This person has shown and proven to me that I was right. The one and only person I can ever trust is Alyssa and no one else.

P.S. - If my family is reading this, I might not trust mom, but I do love her. She means a lot to me and I would not know what to do without her. Just because I mentioned her earlier doesn't mean I love her less.